Who am I?

Madison has been so excited for girls camp this year. For the last week and a half when you would ask Madison if she was excited about going she could not keep the smile off her face! Alyssa was excited about 4th year camp this year. She gets to do all the FUN stuff, rock climbing, repelling, canoeing and swimming. She was sad that she wouldn't get to be with Maddy. So off we went this morning at 5:45am to our Stake center. I put Maddy on the bus to girls camp and Alyssa off to 4th year camp. As I pulled out of the Stake center at 6:30am I felt like I had just lost myself. If I don't have my girls what and who am I???